Entering into my Dreams on the New Year’s eve!
I recall the New Year’s eve while I was entering into 2020. I had just finished my first year examinations of Master’s degree on 31st December 2019 and that evening was a blast celebrating it with my room mate. We were in our rooms while our eyes were constantly keeping a watch over the watch. The moment the clock turned 12, we shouted and hooted like mad people. With whosoever was left in the hostel, we all were enthralled and excited and at the heights of stupendous energy hugging each other in the corridors. With regard to the happiness I was carrying within myself to welcome this year with open arms and full acceptance, I witnessed a strange yet beautiful feeling flooding inside me. It might be the God’s message in the form of my intuitive stream of thoughts or mere coincidence. Honestly speaking, I’ve never had felt so positive at the beginning of a year. I was exuberated with the thought that this year is going to pass exceptionally well. My jaw line was exercised to a tiring level by laughing and smiling continuously. I remember I did not stop smiling recurrently till the time I fell asleep, and that was 2 a.m.
Nevertheless, to my surprise, the year kick started with sheer disappointment that potentialized gradually throughout the year. Many politically oriented issues took a toll all over the nation. Many lost hope and to the maximum extent- the loved ones. Internally, I was disheartened and I was questioning myself too, that why the events unfolding gradually are acting to just the opposite to my enchantment I felt with the start of the year?
But you can always expect the unexpected. As months passed. March, April, May, June. I started created a bigger picture in my mind and all the dots were seeming to connect. On the personal level, I am transformed into a more distinctive, intuitive and well nourished person internally. You see, when I was a kid in the early 20’s, I used to imagine myself as a person of my dreams. How would I look like? What aura will I carry? What will I be doing? Where would the life take me during 2020? And today, I relinquish the thought of presenting myself as the person of my own dreams. I am exactly the same. Ditto!
No matter what Life throws at you, it will always sow the best in you.
I was never wrong to carry jolly mood while entering into 2020. Everything was merrier in reality than it was in my brain. And today, dated 31.12.2020, at 11:27 p.m., I gained my enthusiasm and sat with my cross folded legs with a dim yellow light to soothe my ambience. I meditated for the leftover hour to focus my vibes onto what is coming next this year. A peaceful reflection on the entire year that passed by and carefully presenting my hopes, expectations and synergy into my manifestations was my way of welcoming 2021 with wide open arms and mind.
The Biggest Lesson I learnt this year was to Bring excitement into being. In a way that I myself cannot gather my happiness altogether in a nutshell as to so much more is left in my room to accept from the almighty.
“What you sow, so shall you reap.” Hence, I decided to sow as much excitement as I can to enter into my bright future. Just imagine your dreams turning into reality this year and I assure you, you cannot get rid of a natural constant ear-to-ear grin. Ting! ;)
A Last thought.
“There’s nothing like Unlucky. You are always Lucky! It just needs a perspective to see.” I hope you gain this in 2021.
Wishing you readers a merry and healthy 2021
Thank you,
Kanishka Joshi
